Thursday, February 12, 2009

“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler.”

Really make my head big for the pass few days. my homework, my TIS, my family, my friends and many more. Hate to be adult. Hate to be mature. Hate to know people. More people more gossip. More gossip more sadness. More sadness more revengess. More revenge more it will make the life complicated. Really sien.

TIS make me sien and really don't have any idea what I writting and I also don't why I stil got time to write this blog. Might be I too stress or overstress.

Cousin going to marry soon. A lot of gossip going to be happen. sien. Don't know what happen to the 2 old guys. mf.. really don't make me burst, if not you will get it from me, no matter what method I use it to you. Got husband don't go and disturb people husband ... just going to make people wife jealous and has green eye only. " Tears are words the heart cannot express" Make me fucking dulan and iratating... hope the 2 old guys know what are they doing.. I do not want see and bad cinematic at the end , it only will make us suffers and feel want to fuck that old whore.... pls god.. remove them from our memory and please do not cheat people and harm people. God got eyes, they will see. " Your friends may forget what you said, but they will never forgot how you made them feel". People feeling like soundwave, up and down and "music is what feeling sound like". I do not want to reach the peak because if I fall down I will make sure you will never stand up again. !!! in other words , don't piss me off , you old fucking hag

TIS, I really glad actually... erm tourism student help me, law student help me, business student help me, mass comm student help, hotel student help me... really should be a honour to have so many friends to help me to complete my fucking TIS report.. today miss mun yee say I could look for her if i finish my TIS, she can give me some ideas too... really glad.. hopefully constance can help me this weekend if not really need to do it myself.. exam coming too many thing need to study and cover if not my final gg.. I remember what you said to me shin yiing. hopefully I can prove it to you... Really need to work it up... don't make my friends disappointed with me... hopefully I can help myself this time.. today my most respectful "girl" friend told me she don't like people behave unfair, ermmm... as you know my friend I already use to it, I really bo shuang when I first semester in kitchen... really everyday complaint but at the end just accept what it's going to happen.. face the fact.. even me also dislike this people.. but is true ,, for example, i just get a call from my ex boss , said want to hire admin and marketing assistant.. 4 friends I have introduce to them.. and my boss said they are excellent worker.. for sure I only will introduce to the boss the person I like and the person I think he/she can work... is just the fucking real world... I hate it too... really hope can be a crazy man.. live in mental hospital.. got leng lui nurse take care of me, feed me, bath me,... see me naked... hahahaha.. betteer then stress here stress there...

I might behave too over... talk only cannot do.. I admit this.. really I can say what I say might not happen .. because I let people disappointed me a lot of times... It just like the WAT, time is not suitable, a lot of thing need to think , apply this apply that, is hardly to know when my dreams can come true... "I have learn that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." Only this I can one turn kill... People who know me should know what am I... hehe... and sam lee here loves you all forever...

Sometimes you all told me ask me forgot her.. yaya I try my super very best to forget.. but the !@#$#$ god loves to play me... her mom and my mom now are good friends always yoga together .. for sure you know aunty.. super gossip.. and my mom today ask me where is soo yee .. you did't look for her ar ?? me.. answer hoho super glamorous... sure got find her la.. she told me she busy and also like want go to Uk or aussie .. bullshiiting to my mom.. soon may be will go her house to dinner tim.. haih...calm down .. not ever.. A enemy shall not see an enemy again... is only will cause injury and painsss.. God... why.. but I always remember my friends advice and quotes : " don't cry because it over, smile because it happened." the only thing that I can move on is only move on and move on because " the best way of forgetting how you think you feel is to concentrate on what you know you know." What in the world I need to do if I face the aunty in future.???

Gossip ... Gossip... Gossip..

better watch gossip girl.. watch the true eyes of people in New York City...

Me, really can't live without friends... erm especially girls... too many girls friends I have and I forturnate to have many people sayang me... not many guy is exactly like me... thanks for your concern and I shall not forget your help forevers...

" The feeling of friendship is like being comfortably filled with roast beef and lamb, love, like being enlivened with champagne."

Loves and cheers
SAM LKS